This job can take its toll
Keeping sane in an insane situation is crucial to mental health
The stereotype of the coffee guzzling, energy drinking adrenalin junkie EMS provider who performs heroic actions every shift is constantly reinforced by fictitional television shows ad nauseum.
It hides the fact that our folks are just like everyone else in the community — hard working, dedicated and wanting to help out when duty calls. It also diminishes the personal toll we can take when performing our jobs.
It truly is the minutia of everyday details that can wreck us personally. These feelings can take us off guard and surprise us with their intensity. Most of us manage the effects, through counsel of close friends and family, or through CISM.
That we feel sorrow might surprise members of our community. And I'm okay with that.
We are, after all, human. And when someone loses a life in a tragic event through no fault of their own, it would almost seem bizarre to not feel sadness.
It reminds us to be more empathetic, more caring about the patients we help, and the survivors left behind. In the process, we might feel better about ourselves, too.